I'm still a bit groggy and very much in pain so I need to write this quick and get off the computer. lol
As I said before I needed to have a Laparoscopy and hysteroscopy for the doctor to look into my womb and to take tissue for biopsy plus get rid of the septate if possible. Before I'd gone in my RE and the team had said that they didn't think I had a septate after all but would still check, they did however say that they may have to do some ovarian drilling if they found cysts on my ovaries.
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Well this brings me on to my day..... I had a
really bad time. I sat in waiting room from 12.30
till 5.30 without Kenny because he wasn't allowed in and with no phone
for
contact to outside world as I wasn't allowed that either. I was really
panicky the longer I sat there and at
4pm I was last one left sitting there alone, I ended up having a panic
attack/wanting to discharge myself. The nurses couldn't calm me down all
I said
was 'I want my husband' but they wouldn't call him. So I sat there
crying for
ages...if it wasn't for this older lady (who had her op first) coming
back into
the room and comforting/hugging me I wouldn't have had the op. She was
lovely
and talked to me calming me down until I finally went in at 5.30, it's
amazing
how a total stranger can comfort you in a time of need. I will remember
her
always, all I know is her name was Wendy - what an angel in disguise!
So then I was taken to theatre where
they couldn't get the cannula in my hand so had to then go in the other,
they then ended
up giving me calming drugs before anesthetic because my pulse rate was
so high. I was finally put to sleep and then was woken in recovery where
I was apparently
really crying and asking for Kenny, I don't remember that. I can
honestly say
that my nose op where they smashed my face in was easier and less
painful. I
really wanted to go home so I asked for pain relief and lots of it so
the nurse
gave me a whole syringe of morphine intravenously. The doctor came
around and told me briefly that he had found that I do have a septate as
first thought but they did not remove it (i have no ides why) and he
said I would need an MRI Scan. I was really ut of it when he was telling
me so he said he would ring me with more info about what they done this
week. I then went to ward and
finally after eating tea and toast got ready and left at 9.45pm.
As soon
as I
saw Kenny he just hugged me and I sobbed.
So
glad to be home even if I haven't
slept all last nigh or all day.
I am in quite a bit of pain, it feels
like I've done a thousand sit ups and I keep getting stabbing pains
internally but I'm guessing this is all just part and parcel of the
process! Luckily I only had to have 2 incisions made for the laparoscopy part and not 3 or 4 like they first said xx
Swollen tummy!
poor hands ;(
